Tuesday, March 11…He Ain’t Heavy, He’s My Brother (The Hollies)

   Our internal clocks have been steadily waking us up earlier and earlier, although the alarms on our individual body clocks are set for different times. I usually wake up before the sun is up and since I don’t see any point in getting out of bed when it’s still dark, I just stay in bed where it’s warm until Kim wakes up.  By that time the sun is peeking over Picacho Mountain, signaling it’s time to get up. Of course, if he stays up to the wee hours of the morning, I’ll haul my butt out of bed when it’s light out and leave him sleeping.

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   We are now three hours behind Michigan time because Arizona doesn’t observe Daylight Saving Time.  That extra hour difference is not a big deal right now, but it will be when we head home.  We’ll cross that time travel bridge when we come to it. I will say there is an extra adjustment to be made if we want to call someone back home, send a text, etc.

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   After taking a walk this morning, we decided to ride to Gu-Atchi Trading Post for some nachos. We left the back ramp down because it was calm and there was no rain predicted.  By the time we stopped for gas, the wind was really picking up…to the point where dirt was blowing in the air. Kim wanted to know if I was rethinking a ride because of the wind…no, I was rethinking the decision to leave the ramp down. Did not want the inside of the camper to be covered in dust…well, anymore than it usually is, that is. Expecting life to be dirt or dust free while camping in the desert is a lesson in futility, but there are ways to lessen the amount of dust. Putting the ramp up in one of those ways. Thankfully, the wind and dust weren’t an issue at the campground.

   We continued on our ride and yes, the wind was against us until we turned onto IR 15, then it was more from the side. The wind was constant but not the worst we’ve ridden in. We’d get a short reprieve when riding along a row of mesquite trees but then once we cleared the trees, the wind was right back at us. It wasn’t as intense on the return trip because it was pushing us from behind.

   Sometimes it’s hard to discern if a cloud of dust in the distance is the work of the wind or of a tractor working up the soil. Today there was no doubt about the cause of the high, swirling plumes of dust…besides there aren’t many plowed fields on the reservation that I’ve seen. So many dust devils today. And I’m starting to think that a low hanging haziness along the horizon is the norm these days. At one point, I could see a cloud of dirt blowing across the road in front of us; it was a little disconcerting, knowing that we had to ride through it. Part of the riding gig is experiencing nature, but I wasn’t looking forward to being pelted by dirt. It cleared just as we reached it. So very grateful for that!! But despite the wind and dust, it was a good ride.  

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   The grandparents, Tina and Wayne, who had their grandson Oliver out by the telescope the other night came over this evening to pick up the picture Kim had printed of the Orion Nebula. He also gave them a thumb drive which contained pictures that he’s taken while out here.  Wayne and Tina are Canadians who are leaving on Sunday to head back home. We had a few moments of shared dismay at the games our governments are playing right now and how that might impact Canadian travel in the future. Seems to me that Canadian snowbirds pour money into the U.S. economy when they visit and that’s not something to sneeze at.  

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   Once again, the sky is cloudy so Kim isn’t able to image. He wants to gather more data on the Dolphin Head that he started last night; by the look of the forecast, it might be a couple of nights before he can get back at it.

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   Today can’t go by without mentioning Jeff as it’s been 15 years since he died. It seems beyond possible that it could be that many years, but here we are.  During his last hospital stay, he told me he wanted it to be kept small, just me, the boys and parents. Then he said that that wasn’t going to work so there could be more people. I didn’t know what he was talking about at that point; however, it was his insistence that I, not anyone else, choose the music because I’d know the right song to pick, that made me realize he was talking about his funeral. What the hell?! At that moment, I wasn’t concerned about finding the right song because I thought he was going to beat cancer.  Five days later when it became obvious that he wasn’t going to beat it, I started worrying about the song. Choosing the right song had suddenly become very important to me.  It wasn’t until we started planning the celebration of his life that it came to me: He Ain’t Heavy, He’s My Brother.  The boys agreed that the title and lyrics of that song epitomized Jeff, so we went with it.  That’s why I picked that song title for today’s journal entry. Usually, I don’t consider the lyrics when picking a title for the day’s thoughts, but I do preview them to make sure they meet my standards.  This is one of the few times that it’s not just the title but also the lyrics that are relevant. Here’s an excerpt of the song…feel free to sing along:

… So on we go
His welfare is of my concern
No burden is he to bear
We'll get there
 
… For I know
He would not encumber me
He ain't heavy, he's my brother
 
… If I'm laden at all
I'm laden with sadness
That everyone's heart
Isn't filled with the gladness
Of love for one another 

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