Wednesday, March 11…Photographs and Memories (Jim Croce)

   Today is the 16th anniversary of life without Jeff. He wanders through my thoughts every day, sometimes he just passes through and sometimes he hangs around for a while. This is one of those hanging around times and I can’t let this day go by without including him in my journal.

   I took a picture of Jeff in October 2000 that is easily one of my favorite pictures of him. He wasreading at the table and looked up when I called to him…bushy beard, long curly hair, wearing a ballcap with his reading glasses perched on his nose with an expression that said, “What?”  as I snapped the picture. Or maybe it was an expression of tolerance for my annoying habit of taking pictures. I didn’t ask his thoughts at the time.

   This past December, Levi wanted a copy of that photo without giving an explanation beyond he had a project in mind. No matter…I’m not into hoarding pictures of Jeff. Then at Christmas, he gave me “the project”: a lithophane (a translucent picture lit from behind) of Jeff and all five boys.

  Levi had sent the picture to each of his brothers, asking them to send him a picture of themselves in the same pose as Jeff, right down to ballcaps and glasses, if applicable; they all complied, some of them even sitting in front of a picture as Jeff had been. Jeff was 45 at the time of his picture; Ezra is now 39, Marshal 41, Tick 43, Levi 45, and Zac 47. Their ages at the time of his death ranged from 23 to 31 years old.

   I find great comfort in the picture of the six of them. Jeff is surrounded by his adult children who are all currently in the same age range as he was when the original was taken.  And, while Jeff is present in

so many ways in each of our boys, I don’t think I realized to what extent they look like him in their adulthood until seeing the six of them together like this. Seeing similarities is easy in this setting. Even Tick, who favors my side of the family more, resembles Jeff because of the beard and glasses. (I also think Tick looks like Beard from Ted Lasso in this picture. Just sayin’…)🙂

   So…I took the original picture; twenty-five years later, Levi had an idea of what to do with it; and his brothers did their parts. It’s a weird kind of collaboration, waiting until the moment was right to come to fruition. Levi created it with his 3D printer and Marshal helped him build the frame.  The result now hangs in my sewing room on the wall opposite from where I sit so I can see it when I work. 


   Getting up at 6:30 a.m. is getting easier, but…oh, goodness, was I tired last night!  Yesterday’s early morning combined with all the fresh air and walking made it difficult to stay awake last night as I was typing. I picked 6:30 as a wake-up time because the sun is shining its light into the sky above us by that time 😉, but the birds are still hiding in the bushes. If it was still dark at that time, I’d still be in bed. I understand the draw to starting the day early, I just don’t see the sense of doing that when it’s still dark.

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  When we got back to camp yesterday, the sun was setting and the tree was already settling into the oncoming darkness. However, I noticed two hummingbird feeders were empty and refilled them so I wouldn’t feel compelled to do it this morning when I was supposed to be observing bird behavior. What I hadn’t noticed was that the suet cake holder and the platform feeder were empty, also. 

   This morning when I went out, the birds were still chirping from the bushes. I filled the platform feeder with mealworms and peanut butter crumbs, then put a fresh suet cake out. Then I scattered bird seed on the ground as I’d done yesterday morning. Then, wrapped in a blanket because it was 48o, I waited for the birds to arrive.

    The sparrows were on the ground eating bird seed at 6:40. None were on the suet, though; it was all ground action. The first time I saw a sparrow on the suet was at 7:01 a.m.  I figured the preference of seed over suet was simply because multiple birds could eat at once. Food is food, right? Especially when it’s time to replenish energy first thing in the morning.  Eight or nine birds were eating bird seed at the same time on the ground this morning, whereas it requires a bit of juggling for two birds to get on the suet cake. There’s usually an impatient waiting line.

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   Hummers came at 6:41 a.m.  No squabbling over the feeders, just getting down to the business of filling up those tummies. Something I’ve been wondering about hummingbirds when they’re at the feeders: It’s known that high heart rates and rapid wing movements cause them to burn through energy quickly. There’s nothing they can do about the rapid heart rate, but it seems that perching would be the most efficient use of energy while refueling. Sometimes when they come to the feeder, they sit still on the perch and drink the nectar but sometimes they hover while eating or perch yet continue fluttering their wings. Moving their wings while eating seems like a zero-sum outcome to me…burning the energy up as they’re taking it in. I understand the hovering when they’re feeding at a flower; however, if there’s a perch, slow down and take advantage of it.

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   Kim has spent several hours trying to learn a video editing program, playing around with some of the drone footage. Last night he went to bed pleased with how it was coming along. Today there was a crisis…his whole project had disappeared! I’ve used a different editing program for years but there are similarities to Kim’s and I’ve had to retrieve footage that I’ve lost. He gave me permission to poke around in the program and his computer to see what I might find. It was just dumb luck that I was able to find where projects were automatically backed up and got it restored. It needed a little tweaking until it was back to the way he wanted it, but it was better than starting from scratch.  

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   KOA representatives do an inspection every year and owners are given three years to fix any items that are flagged. This is the year for renovating the pool. The last couple of days there’s been a lot of jackhammering up in that area. Stopped at the pool today to check it out and had the opportunity to talk to Felicia. After the plaster layer lining the pool was removed, it came to light that some of the jerry rigging done when the pool was installed was a little suspect and some minor repairs through the years weren’t exactly up to standard either. Felicia didn’t elaborate on that but said it’s going to have a pebble coating this time, not plaster. Water softener and new heater are on the docket also. Right now, it’s looks to be down to concrete. I certainly don’t know what it takes to get it from its current state to people being able to jump in, but the pool lady claims it’ll be done by the 17th.  And just in time, because the temperature is supposed to be 99o by Tuesday, the 18th.  Whew!!  

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   Took an e-bike ride into the IGA because…Piggy cookie day!! Took the time to sit on the curb to enjoy a cookie before heading back to camp. I’ve been doing the majority of my riding on zero pedal assist. I’m enjoying the exercise and the fact that I’ve ridden over 30 miles and my battery power is still at 5 bars. I’ve used pedal assist when traveling on the overpass just to get across it quicker and when the wind becomes a bit much.

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   Today, on our ride back, we encountered a pregnant looking cow and four calves that were on the wrong side of the fence, munching the green grass. They all panicked when they heard us approaching. One calf managed to jump back through the 3-strand wire fence after acting like a squirrel in traffic…which was interesting to watch. The other three calves took their cues from the big cow, jogging along the fence to the driveway. But when confronted with a fence along the drive, all four turned and took off down the road in front of us. We kept riding, feeling like modern day cowboys on our noble steeds. About a quarter mile down the road, the cow turned to the right, with the calves crowding it, and somehow, they managed to get through a fence down that way because they were out of sight by the time we reached that spot. I didn’t see any fence posts down or a cow-sized hole in the fence, so I’m impressed that she made it between the wire strands.  

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Kim’s experiment with the camera last night (taking six images, flipping it upside down and taking six
more) had a positive outcome: no shadows in any of the pictures. So, he’s pleased…no taking the scope apart in the near future.

   He was showing me the results of last night’s session…the Monkey Head Nebula. I find some of the names to be spot on and some hit me as “Huh?”  I just wasn’t seeing the reason for calling it the Monkey Head Nebula until Kim turned it 90 degrees. Then I could see it. 

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